surrounded

All around me, the people who have been experiencing the same things as me are Moving On. I have been surrounded recently by people who are going through difficult breakups or having similar problems as me. And this sisterhood, this pain which unites us, has held me up. I depend on these friendships for my day to day existance. And suddenly, as if the changing of the month has released hormones into the air, these friends are flirting with guys, before slowly getting together with them.

And I feel so inadequate. I've been going for this breakup for weeks now. Months. It's six months since we finished proper, eight months since he said "I love you". And it seems as bad, if not worse, than it did all those days ago, in spite of everyone knowingly telling me :it'll get easier with time". Yeah. Right. Anyway, so many of these people around me have broken up only a month ago, and already they have moved on. What's wrong with me?

I had a tiny thought today. I realised that I enjoy writing. And I wondered if I would like to explore more of this creative writing stuff.